| After the trip........
I just felt like i had completely released every feelings of fear, anger, anxiety, sadness and everything.......
Finally realizing that the things i lost are much less than i gained back after the break up!
I no longer wanted to look back.
It's the memories that will keep in my heart at least.
But the feelings are all gone ~
And realizing infatuation that can last short and gone completely
realizing what should look out for the next person in my life
learn to be single and be lonely before picking the correct one is v essential
that i wont want to commit the same mistakes again!
First time having a great trip with friends.
First time enjoys the freedom of without bf and family's pressure
So great. may be that should be life!
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| 5 days are memorable as it's the first time i had gone a relatively long trip with friends!
It was great!
Esp when i looked at the starry nights and the deep blue sea!
We managed to see a few rainbows too! it was fascinating!
I was looking at the beautiful sceneries... reminding me of the past.
Yet i already had no tears to shed. So meaningless and ridiculous anymore...
When u reached the point that u had no feelings anymore... u just knew it's time to let go and move on. When i saw the deep deep turquoise ocean, it came to light.......
In this trip met a new friend a v responsible and nice guy...
nice to have such a friend..
and understand a friend (Mr Momo) more although i knew him for almost a decade hahaha~
Thanks for helping me out with my heavy luggage and many more!! 
Ruby was a great friend...
bubbly, lovely and really cute haha
brings a lot of laughter to us...
and so do momo~!
It's been a perfect combination in this trip.. haha everyone was so happy ~
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| 買了il Divo 的演唱會.
自己一個人去睇.
哈哈..........
第一次.
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| Yesterday i heard this song.
Can't help thinking about the past.
Break down again with the exact feeling from the song except that i can live without him now.
Here I am by Air supply.
Sometimes i just don't understand why i had loved him for so many years yet he never appreciated me.
No matter how hard i tried.
Here I am playing with those memories again
And just when I thought time had set me free
Those thoughts of you keep taunting me
Holding you, a feeling I never outgrew
Though each and every part of me has tried
Only you can fill that space inside
So theres no sense pretending
My heart its not mending
(chorus)
Just when I thought I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just cant go on without
On my own Ive tried to make the best of it alone
Ive done everything I can to ease the pain
But only you can stop the rain
I just cant live without you
I miss everything about you
(chorus)
Just when I thought I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just cant go on without
Go on without
Its just no good without you
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